What I am now?

I'm not an Artist, I'm an Artisan.
I'm not a Player, I'm a Gamer.
I'm not a Shipper, I'm a Believer.
I'm not an Hero, I'm a Monster.
I'm not a King, I'm a Pawn.
I'm not a Quality, I'm a Defect.

I'm not a Master, I'm a Disciple.
I'm not a Liar, I'm a Fire.
I'm not a Ladder, I'm a Pit.
I'm not a Genius, I'm a Jinn.
I'm not an Associate, I'm a Friend.
I'm not the Alliance, I'm the Horde.

I'm not the Judge, I'm the Journal.
I'm not the Psycho, I'm the Disease.
I'm not the Nightmare, I'm Asleep.
I'm not the Abyss, I'm the Gaze.
I'm not the Hourglass, I'm the Sand.
I'm not the Clay or the Bowl, I'm the Void.

I'm not Calm, I'm Rugged.
I'm not Immortal, I'm a Child.
I'm not Scared, I'm just Scarred.
I'm not Insane, I'm Horrible.
I'm not Perfect, I'm just Different.
I'm not Heartless, I just use my Heart less.

I've got a Soul, but I'm not a Soldier.

I'm a Lover, not a Fighter, but for protecting you I will make an exception.